9281
Apr 17

92
Apr 17
But it happens in every friendship, and in relationships
it’s even worse, that first moment where you feel it, that
there’s no curiosity anymore, no feelings to share or
things to do, and the park bench beneath your bodies
becomes especially hard, and one of you looks at the
other with eyes that are all apologies.
It’s never like how you thought it would be for as long as
you thought it would.
Everyday, satisfied or not, is comprised of opportunities
missed.
My forehead, marked permanently by attempts at
conveying sincerity, and the way that, as a kid, I learned
more complex and vulnerable ways of describing how I
felt, while coming to understand that quicker and simpler
descriptions are considered more polite, that these
descriptions of things, real or not, don’t lead me
anywhere, like the vaguest of allegories, how one thing
can be compared to the identification of the thing itself,
how so much that matters ceases to upon any
graduation, like deepening into oneself, falling asleep at
night and not being able to remember what you did that
day, how getting older transforms from an
accomplishment to a hushed source of guilt, how the
memories you have are always wasted.

Apr 17

Listen/purchase: People by Alex G


I made a special drink for myself

and I’m gonna drink it

all by myself


(Source: Spotify)


239188
Apr 14
everything-is-stickers:

fezwhatfez:

thequietpagan:

bywandandsword:

Fucking shit

This is simultaneously cool-looking and absolutely terrifying.

i was like, ohhhh what adorable little - AHHHHHH NO

OOOH NO

everything-is-stickers:

fezwhatfez:

thequietpagan:

bywandandsword:

Fucking shit

This is simultaneously cool-looking and absolutely terrifying.

i was like, ohhhh what adorable little - AHHHHHH NO

OOOH NO

(Source: psicreepy)


9
Apr 14
deathbeds:

tomorrrrrrrow

5
Apr 14

12
Apr 12
bigmouthsparesagain:

suicabear:

For real tho.

Are you burning a CD with Windows Media Player?
Suica, what year is this?

I’m at work so it’s 2005

bigmouthsparesagain:

suicabear:

For real tho.

Are you burning a CD with Windows Media Player?

Suica, what year is this?

I’m at work so it’s 2005


12
Apr 11
For real tho.

34
Apr 11

deathbeds:

theepochisnow:

We asked our friend Athylia over at Steep Sounds what her favorite track on Blue Breath was and she COULDN’T ANSWER! After listing every track on the album she decided she had been listening to “See Bright, Be Fine” the most over the last few days (yes, she had an advance copy of Blue Breath. U jel?). WITH THAT IN MIND, THIS IS “SEE BRIGHT, BE FINE!”

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If you are healing now 
If you have no more buddies left in your life 
If you see clearly now 
but close your eyelids and nothing comes to mind 
If you are brighter now 
I wish that you would write to me right now and tell me 

now that I’ve had time to think 
I wanna see bright, be fine 
now that I’ve had time to think 
I wanna see bright, be fine 

My buddy left this year 
Without his glasses or his wallet or his keys 
I know he’s building now 
I hope he’s living and he thinks of me and sees 
a little brighter now 
When he decides to call his parents finally he tells them 

now that I’ve had time to think 
I wanna see bright, be fine 
now that I’ve had time to think 
I wanna see bright, be fine 

ooooohhhhhh 

If I am satisfied 
If we are eighty and we still lay side by side 
and if I see bright 
and know that I tried 
I know I won’t die scared of dying 
I know I won’t die scared of dying 

What if I appear without tears in my eyes? 
Truth stumbles out of beers, twenty years of your life 
and what if the aching isn’t broken enough? 
and now that I am living have I spoke it enough? 
It’s me that delivers when I turn you to statue 
Oliver, can you burn with the match you - strike 
and do you really have the right 
to freeze in the middle when the spring is in sight? 

now that I’ve had time to think 
I wanna see bright, be fine 
now that I’ve had time to think 
I wanna see bright, be fine 
now that I’ve had time to think 
I wanna see bright, be fine 
now that I’ve had time to think 
I wanna see bright, be fine 
arms wide, eyes wide 
arms wide, eyes wide 
see bright, be fine 
see bright, be fine

Listen/purchase: See Bright, Be Fine by Bellows

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